i feel like crying all over again but i won't. i don't know but it's just the way you make me feel. i know you were trying to cheer me up but the words you say seem to make me more unhappy. you're giving me negative thoughts. i feel like crying over the memories but i promised myself not to so i won't. i won't cry over you anymore. everything you say seem to annoy me. you talk to me yet you don't seem interested in what i have to say anyway. everything i say you just go .so why do you talk to me in the first place just leave me alone.
siyun is being anti-social.
so be it.i feel like saying life's a bitch and start getting emo and depressed all over again but i dont think it's worth it. life's too short. "life loves those that love life." i think this is a very meaningful quote. if you dont try to love life in the first place then your life wont be a very happy one would it? we need to appreciate things we have. we need to be positive, not just THINK of being positive. and that doesn't mean fake-happy either. we need to make an effort to do that and stop complaining, because complaining isn't gonna take us anywhere. stop burying yourself in self-pity because if you wonder why your life is such a bitch then chances are, millions of other people are having lives as bitchy, or bitchier, or shittier than yours, yet they're living perfectly happily.im not saying this to any particular person it's just a note to self but im sure many others are going through this phase that i know we'd all grow out of it.
